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October 30th, 2009
09:27 pm - darn...
I'm completely drunk and I just binged on three bags of crisps a Roly poly and some other stuff. I'm such a pig, but I can't be sick because f this drama thing etc, and they'll think I'm drunk and put me to bed.. soz they're here gotta go. l love you. X
P.S that took such a long time yo type.
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September 2nd, 2009
10:38 pm - Q&A
Dress Size: UK 4-6 .. US 0-2
Highest Weight: Not sure
Lowest Weight: 98
Goal Weight: 98
Favorite Diet Food: ...rice crackers..
Favorite Binge Food: Brownies, curry, chips...pizza
Favorite Exercise: jog, leg work out
Thinspo: Mary-kate Olsen
Where Do You Slip Up? Over school holidays, when I'm happy
When Did It Start? A year and a bit ago
Does Anyone Know? For definate, me & my boyfriend
Do You Want Help? Sometimes, but then I know I'll get fat
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? I don't do that atm, it varies
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? Fat Piggy.
Are You In A Relationship? Yes
Are You The Fat One Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? Fater ones...
Are You Depressed? No
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? No
Ever Been To A Psychologist? No
I AM -
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[X] hungry
[X] thirsty
[] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs (i wish)
[ ] starving yourself
[] participating in a fast
PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[] call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
[ ] say I’m ugly
[X] say I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[X] force me to eat
[ ] say I eat too much
[X] wish I’d eat more
[x] don't know I have an ed
I WISH -
[X] I was THIN
[X] I had a better body
[X] I didn't have to eat
[X] I could control myself
[X] I was under 100lbs
[X] I could avoid food
[X] I wasn’t fat
[X] I was pretty /er
[ ] I could stop being ana/mia
I LOVE -
[] feeling hungry
[X] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[ ] being weak
[X] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic etc
[ ] green tea
[x] diet pills
[X] being able to turn down food
[X] feeling good about myself
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April 13th, 2009
November 20th, 2008
09:55 pm
Off to have more blood tests done tomorrow..=|
I hope its not as bad as last time..
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November 1st, 2008
08:35 pm - Drama.
Ehh, my mothers made me another doctors appointment =|
Why cant she leave me be? =/
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Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/confused.gif) confused
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May 8th, 2008
06:10 pm - Comments X)
If You Want To Comment Me...Comment Away Here..=D
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March 14th, 2008
09:41 pm
Heyy.. Todays going good,
But my mum made me a doctors appointment...
I dont know what to do..
I have two weeks to prove Im not ill..
The joy. =)
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Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/shock.gif) nervous
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